16-05-2008, Friday - SUMMIT going on

My last day at crown.... I had discussions with Rahul, Jofin, Sanoop, Arjun n Dawns at Crown on SUMMIT. Also, the great puli ATM was also with us. I think this discussion were very much fruitful and creative, as far as I am concerned. We could even discuss an over all idea about the web site of SUMMIT 08!!!!

Also, we could set an idea regarding the corporate presentation also. The flash works might also be done along with HTML in the web page, we concluded. The concepts those arose in the discussion were very thrilling. GRID was suggested to be th theme for the event and SPIDER as the mascot. Another suggestion was to choose any cartoon character(new one) as mascot. And in intro, we suggested, to introduce the mascot as a mutt, looking at the steps and jumping on them. On each step, he may earn Gems and the name of the event may be shown there as in games.... It's generally accepted. I suggested to show Prize money on earning Gems, but all said that the former is better. I admitted, but still I think the latter would do better.

During the discussions, Sanoop fell to comment that IEEE in our college has not risen to the expectations of the students of our college. I dunno if it'd hurt anyone present there, as Rahul and Arjun were there. IS it true? I dunno, as I am not involved in such thoughts and still, I have not evaluated or am none to, the activities of IEEE in my institution. Well, it goes....

Now, I am at MH. Rahul came for chat and said that he'd something to tell me. But as many people were here, I couldn't chat with him. ATM went back to home, as he'd got some requirements at home.

A happy news for me is that I could 'hack' Rakesh's Gmail and Jijil's two Gmail IDs. It's just simple. I wonder Internet accounts are not safe; even I could get into another one's account, without a bit of technical knowledge. I dunno if it can be called 'hacking'. Actually I just wanted to practise that technique; that's all. I didn't make any harm to anyone. I did all these with the permissions of the owners. Raku asked me how I did it and I answered on a condition that he shouldn't pervade this technique so that others would turn against me....

The above incident happened yesterday. Yesterday night, I could do the same with Rahul's ID too. He had challenged me to do it. But, it's so sad that I couldn't log on to his frequently used account. I could get into coder233@gmail.com only, which he rarely uses. He said that he's practised all such tricks with his friend's ID long back, even.

Today, I am now uploading the videos taken by Cherian Chetan. It's all about 2008 batch and the incredible college CEC!!! I have no words to explain that video and the incredible personality Mr. Cherian. He's known as Megastar Cherian and I do not wonder why it's. He's real a genius.... I expected the work to be of first water, and still it's something beyond that. Really great!!!! Congrats to him... You know, we juniors became the fan of Mr. Cherian in our first year in the college itself... He's really awesome. He also included a making scene video too. He told me that I shouldn't publish the video till tomorrow, because he'll publish the video just tomorrow only. Actually, as there's no college day conducted by the senate, S-8 guys are conducting it by themselves with the consent from the Principal. No other S-8 guy is supposed to see the video till tomorrow morning. That's why.. But I am going home so I am uploading the video now in Youtube by converting the file to .mp4 from .wmv. One of the files was of 146 MB and the other 126 MB. After conversion, they were of 6.4 MB and 4.6 MB respectively. Now it's simple to upload the files using Youtube multi-uploader, as Raku said.



Links (High Quality):

CEC 2008 Video By Mega Star Cherian Chetan:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGbZs9R0CMo



Links (Low quality):

CEC 2008 Video By Mega Star Cherian Chetan:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8pcoSlx3cI

Making of the video - it's really funny:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7fn2UpEJhQ


(For more clear videos, you may kindly contact Mr. Cherian or me. I am trying to upload that Original files, but it may take more time. Once I publish it, will be acknowledged though this blog)


I am going back to home tomorrow early in the morning in 5:40 AM's passenger with Prince and Sanoop. Prince is coming to EKM, as his father's ATM (it's with him) lost and he wants to apply for a new one. He says that I should be with him, but actually I need to be at my branch before 12 noon, as I have to invest cash from my account to Echaayan's account(My ATM is lost and I have to pay rent to Crown. Oh... today was my last day at Crown. And Sarath has deposited his money too to my account. I have to withdraw it and put it to Echaayan's accont before 12 noon. Tomorrow is a Saturday na; so, bank transactions will be upto 12 noon, I think). Sanoop said that he'll bring his PC also, from Thamara. He's accompanying us in tomorrows journey till Kottayam. Thanks to him for helping me to bring my bags from Crown to MH. It's a tedious job indeed.

Today, I saw Mr. George Peter, of S-6 batch. We had a small talk with each other about SUMMIT. He gave some general directions regarding sponsorship and all. He also said that today there was an initial meeting of their batch regarding Campion 08 (Intra IHRD Football 5's fest conducted by CEC every year). But no committee has been selected so far. One point which he pointed was: "The planning committees in our college are always excellent. Planning will also be very professional. But the work may not come to the active region. Plannings gets to the worst real there", he said. I agree to him.

That's all for now.

14-05-2008, Wednesday - My ATM card lost

Today was a bad one for me... ma SBT as well as Federal ATM cards are lost. I had put them in a single pouch and placed the pouch inside ma purse. I am damn sure that I have not used SBT ATM after coming back from home (I had gone home last Saturday). On the way back, I took Rs. 500/- from ma Federal ATM and that's all for all these days. I haven't withdrawn even a buck other than that. I dunno where the hell it has gone.....!!!

I remained at MH after long searches for lost ATMs. At night me, Raku n Prince went out to have a tea. The one and only interesting thing in being at MH, as for me, is this. On the way back, we sat at the steps of MH and spoke for a long time. The topics include our friends, English language and literature, SUMMIT, campus interview and even Malayalam literature.....Lol.... I wonder there might be no other hostel where you guys can find pals having great discussions on such serious topics at midnight(?). In natural course, the topics might be sports, or something 'hot'. But here, it's not the practice. The real loving, understanding and suitable mates for me.......

14-05-2008, Wednesday - SSLC Results Published

Even though my exams are over, I've still not gone home. I dunno why. SUMMIT works are going on. But it's not why I don't go home. I dunno why. Akhil Dev goes home today with Najeeb.

That girl, I specified in yesterday's blog, called me today. I was so happy to see that she's calling me again. She asked if I am unhappy or even sad. I said "NO", even though I knew I was lying. She called me at night saying that her best friend asked her to call me and say "SORRY". I don't believe in those SORRIES, as they might not make any sense to me. Doing certain things intentionally and saying Sorry then..... it's not good as far as my very little knowledge and sense is concerned. OK leave it.

Arjun, Akhil n Deepak Devanand came to Crown after noon. We discussed a bit regarding rules of events and all. Then the discussion diverted or was diverted to other topics. Still, I feel that we guys are not professionals in doing such things. We must show much more professionalism.

Today some seniors like Josephettan approached Dawns n Prince and asked them not to go for the Arts that might be conducted by S-8 guys on 17th. Then Dawns replied that we have not got any information regarding the Arts Day so far. Prince replied, "we guys have gone and helped in whatever the S-6 guys have asked for. Then why shouldn't we go if S-8 guys invite us". This seems to be an intellectual, but a bit dangerous question.

S-7 results are out. Most of the seniors are full-pass. Only a few are having one or two supplies. Now we are awaiting our S-3 result. They say that it'll be out within a month.

Today SSLC Results are published. Shanavas' brother has got one back paper, as he caught Chicken pox during exams. and it's maths too. Rahul's sis has got nice marks, as far as I know. I've come to know about none others' results. I haven't called Prakashan Sir and asked how the results are...

Actually, it's supposed to be published on last 9th, but due to Minister for Edn. Mr. M.A. Baby's personal interest towards the number 13, today was chosen for the publishing of results. And it's amazing to see that the Pass percentage is 92.09. In BVHS 116 students have passed out of 120, in which 1 was absent for the whole exam. This year was priorly declares as "Kaaryakshamatha Varsham" and the media say that the result is this much for the justification of the same or to show that the government has won in implementing the vision.

I heard that a studnet could win in Mathematics by scoring just 4 marks in the theory paper, as there was an unwritten order for the school officials to give maximum internals for the students who were likely to fail. Also, two high mark questions, that too from the toughest portions of Mathematics, were given full credit at the evaluation camp for those who have just attempted, as the questions were given wrong in the question paper. This enabled the students pass the exam even by scoring such a poor mark like 4!!! I pity.....!!!!

Prakashan Sir has been calling me these days, and he's asking me to go there. Yea, now I supppose there'll be only +2 SAY coaching, as the pass % of SSLC is very high. Let's see. And for those who don't know me: I have been teaching Mathematics in a reputed firm at Nayarambalam - Prayaga College and Computer Academy - for last two years for the SSLC and PLUS TWO students for SAY examination. Last year 35 out of my 36 students passed the exam. I am proud of it, too....

Some guys whose lab exams are not over, asked me to give the Viva Questions. Mr. Reju John has been asking almost the same questions to all. He was there for A, C, D Batches in DE Lab. So, I uploaded 30 questions, collected from others too, to my page. Some people even called me and said "thanks, thanks a lot"; I am happy. However, all are complaining about my bad aesthetic sense in web designing. Ah me...!!! I've got a lot to work with it...

12-05-2008, Monday - The Worst Day ever in My Life

Yea, today was the worst day ever in my life. I always say that it's the bold relations that break soon. Yea, it has also come to my life. It's only due to my folly and perhaps, the most worst character of mine. It's true that sometimes I hate myself the most. Some people have told me that we shouldn't think so and should have self-esteem and all. Yea, I do have self-esteem for what all I am; but, I am aware of what I am not or what I am doing to others. And I think I am a self-refreshing personality.

Today, I dunno if it's worth publishing: one friend of mine told me that I've become a disturbance to her. She didn't tell so directly, but told that she becomes uncomfortable with me. I dunno what made her tell so. However, that relation broke. I swear that it's not mine who broke it. Still, she remains as ma best best best friend, but I am not so to her, as far as she's concerned. She says that I am no friend of her any more. Perhaps, this might be the day in which I cried a lot, believe me. I am a person who values relationships the most; even if certain people wouldn't assent to this; still, I am. I am hurt, rather I might have hurt that person. I dunno what to do...... The whole seems to be unhappy. Once somebody said: "The outer World is the reflection of your inner mind". This is the very sentence which I regard to be true.

Last day there happened another unhealthy incident in my college. College chairman posted a topic regarding "no college day this year" and apologized others for not conducting the college day, he being the chairman, and criticized the third years as "irresponsible junior senate members". This made the third years angry. Some of them posted some unhealthy posts in the topic. This led to an unfortunate event. I don't wanna write it here. However, what my opinion is, the third years should have taken it as a positive criticism from an elder brother. They should at least have thought that the seniors are saying good-bye to CEC soon, and it's not the time for a verbal or non-verbal fight. I anot blaming anybody. Leave it... it just happened. Let's all forget that.

The Topic is here:

http://www.orkut.com/CommMsgs.aspx?cmm=4679848&tid=2599311250477230877&start=1



Today Fazilettan (Pachikka) sent me a mail, regarding irregularities of SUMMIT '05 Funding, which he got from "Paul John", a fake name of a senior at that time sent to him after SUMMIT '05. Fazilettan was in the second year during SUMMIT '05.

07-05-2008, Wednesday - SUMMIT discussions going on

Today Arjun came to the hostel. Fact is that, I didn't sleep a wink last night. Arjun told me that Anoop K Jayan (A pass out buji of CEC) called him and instructed him to ask for Kottayam as venue for SUMMIT to the Principal. He had lots of reasons for that. But I and Sanoop were not agreeing to this, and Rahul too, I suppose.

At first, most of the students were for for Kottayam, but later our college itself was set as the venue. It was after a great sequence of discussion that we took such a decision. And we are about to submit the proposal too. We had told the Principal that we would submit the proposal on or before 5th of May. But it's already 7.


Arjun says that he's incapable of conveying us the reasons for choosing Kottayam as the venue, and Anoop K.J is coming to the college on 9th. Then we can have a discussion with him, he says. Later, Akhil reached here, but all others were about to leave. When told Akhil about this, he couldn't help bursting out. He said that he could manage Arjun and leave it to him. He says that we will indeed submit the proposal tomorrow itself. I dunno what's gonna happen.


Amal and Dawns had labs today. Amal had DE lab and Dawns had EC. BOth of them didn't get the output, but satisfactory. Mine is on 9th. Cerene mailed me today asking if I have started studying or not. She's ma lab mate at DE lab. I could but reply an emphatic "NO". I have not started so far.


Today Adheena mailed me some corrections to be made in SUMMIT web page. They are some silly grammatical errors. I wonder how I made such silly mistakes. How ever, thanks to her for reporting those errors.

I am very sleepy now. Lemme go to bed... Catch you all later...OK..

07-05-2008, Tuesday - Sleepless Night

Today I got up very late as usual. Rahul and Sanoop came to my hostel in the evening. Rahul said that we had to prepare the final proposal. I agreed and we started at 8 P.M. It was a little difficult to prepare one, even though one has already been prepared before.

Sanoop and Rahul worked very well that we could prepare a well-organized proposal before the morning, consisting of almost all the details of SUMMIT '08 in 25 pages. I am very happy that I didn't sleep a wink last night and the whole time was dedicated for SUMMIT. Basically, I am a lazy person who always needs a 'pull' from others to get into action. It was very nice to be with both of them, really nice.

Rahul told that I have been using dots (........) very much and it's bad too. However, it's the part of my typing style, but I am trying to change it. Perhaps, this might be my first blog without dots. hehehe....

That's all for today.

05-05-2008, Monday - Very boring here

Only four guys - Amal, Thakkudu, Sarath n me here now... All at MH have gone home. It seems to be boring here..... Only way to get out of this is Internet, as always....... chatting... hmmm it's all going well.... Nothing special.....

I took a new connection of Idea My Gang. Its no. is: 9961946838. I created a group for MH guys - MHCEC2010 in smsgupshup. I messaged everybody regarding Ikkakka's missing thumb....

03-05-2008, Saturday - Last Exam in S-4

Today is the last exam in S-4.... Data Communication. I am under in internals... got only 26.... But, I swear, I had submitted all the assignments and got a total of above 20 for the series exams too... But I am under even now.... and to be frank, this is gonna be the "most worst" exam I have ever written in my life, I can predict that even now.... I haven't studied even a word. Yea, it's truly my fault. I can't blame anybody... But still, it's a very boring subject with lots of receiver-transmitter diagrams and all.... It's because of these diagrams and circuits that I hate electronics........ Now it's 7 A.M and I am gonna take bath to go for the exam..... It's gonna be my worst exam that I've studied very very less........ Oh God, everything else is in your hands....... Will that old trick which I applied in Mechanics of first year university paper have to be repeated here????? Oh god, I am not strong enough to..... lol....

Shall be back after the exam to complete this diary.......

02-04-2008, Friday - Countdown Starts

Yea, it's true.... Jishad said that our countdown being at Crown has begun..... Just 4 or 5 days are left here..... We are gonna bid good bye to our lovely Crown, where we shared our feelings, joy, happiness, problems and what not..... It's a place which gave new dimension to friendship and brotherhood in my life......

Last day, a girl friend of mine told me that she's very happy. I asked why. I couldn't help laughing at her reply.... She replied that her room mate gave her glasses washed, and she regards it to be a great thing. Then I told her about boys' friendship here, then she, as usual, told me that "You guys are having real friendship and all... we are not..... Ok.....". Was she a bit angry??? I dunno.....


These days, it's my character that I hated the most. All say that we should have self-esteem and all.... Yea, I too do have... But sometimes, I can't agree with what I am.... There's an incident which made me think so, which happened yesterday, but it cannot be published here..... However, fact is that I don't come to know how much others suffer from my indifferent character....... Sometimes I feel if I am becoming a disturbance for some people too.... However, don't think that I am crazy, I am OK; but a person who always want to have a look at myself and refresh my character......


I can't go on writing more today.... See you all later.......

30-04-2008, Wednesday - DS Exam n Farewell to seniors

Tofay was DS exam..... Very nice, even though I hadn't studied well..... Kanjan, Amal etc were in my hall and they happened to see I was buying so many additional sheets (7 or 8, I don't remember) and it was the thread for everything else for the rest of the day......

Even though EC HOD Nisha Miss asked us not to conduct a launch for the juniors, we knew that we wouldn't get them in this academic year any more. So, we decided to go to their class rooms after 4 P.M and meet them and give them an intro about SUMMIT. But only two classes were there: C and D batches. We got into the class after 4 P.M and gave them an intro. During this time, all other staffs were at the auditorium, as farewell to the seniors were being conducted there..... Also, we approached Deepa miss of EC department to be the staff advisor of SUMMIT '08. But she refused and said that she was not sure if she'll be available next year, as she's planning to do Ph.D along with Nisha Miss..... Also, she said that there were lots of other problems that she couldn't tell us and she's lots of limits too...... Before, Nisha miss had asked Liju Philip sir if he could be the staff in charge and he'd agreed too.... During this incident, Deepa miss was also there, Arjun said. Deepa miss, when we approached, suggested Liju sir's and Philip Cherian sir's names too.... But she's agreed to conduct the Exhibition proposed by PRODDEC, which was earlier fixed to be conducted in August, along with SUMMIT '08. As of now, exhibition will be conducted for first two days and SUMMIT for the next three days.... Arjun says that it'll be good to earn more local sponsorship, to which I too agree....

Today was the farewell given by the third years to the last years..... They are very sad, as usual, to leave the college...... The seniors arranged a set of candles, as in the movie "Happy Days - (Once in life time)", which tells the story of some engineering students..... It seems to be a wonderful and heart-touching scene.....




As always I am reluctant in writing this diary too... I am always interested in writing diaries in the beginning of a year, but loose interest soon.... That too might have happened in this e-diary also......

That's all for today.....